When you love someone so much, you no longer think about yourself, what others will think. You apologize to him, to his friends, to his family, etc. even if you are the one who got offended. You thought doing so would make them see that you are not such an unpleasant person at all, which would have been a consolation even though it still doesn’t justify it, but they are so into themselves to think that they were right about you at all. How come they have the nerves to feel highly about themselves when they ought to feel ashamed of themselves? Apologizing to them was the biggest mistake I ever made. It only made them smug more than they already are. It’s nice when someone sincerely apologizes. But I take back my apologies. And I no longer hope for people to tell me they are sorry for what they did to me.